HesterLix

I know what's bad for me I know what's good for me I say I'll get better I'll turn my life around I wont. I can put in all the effort, I can smile like I mean it. I can wear the prefect tie, talk to people politely. I can do my bit to help my friends, pass my exams. I could live an entire lie through college, uni, and even go to work everyday happy. But it always comes back to him. He's always on my mind. I can tell him I love him. And he'll tell me I'm lying. And I wont tell him that makes me cry. I met someone as unpredictable as I am. As crazy as I am. As stupid as I am. And I can't get enough of him. We both keep joking a